Friday, October 1, 2010

Missing Him

Book learning and research is utterly useless when facing death. Whatever preparation I thought I had was meaningless when death arrived just after midnight. Reality is shattered along with my heart. I am so grateful for the comfort of family and friends and for your faithful prayers.

While I know Laurence is at peace and that wholeness has been revealed in an extraordinary way, I already miss touching his face and holding his hand. He lives now in our hearts. Your prayers and loving messages are most deeply appreciated.

A memorial service is being planned. I will share details as they are available.

In lieu of flowers, contributions are graciously accepted in Laurence’s name to Sacred Heart Ministries, PO Box 3422, Portland, OR 97208. All gifts are tax deductible.

With gratitude.

7 comments:

  1. Dear Christine,
    Letting the tears flow today, I realize how deep the shared lessons of Love are~ I woke up at 2am last night, unable to sleep and drew a picture of angels as brilliant colored fireworks. Having woken up so many times recently wondering about Laurence, i noticed that last night there was a new sense of peace as I prayed for both of you. He is truly at Peace~ and now a new phase of healing will unfold in its own time for you, dear one.

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  2. Dear Christine: I cannot imagine all you have been thru these past few years. Laurence mentored me at Lincoln and I learned so much from him in the few times I talked with him. Knowing him has helped me to be a better person and I learned from his example, how to treat people to make them feel special. You are always in my prayers. May the Lord carry you now and may you lean on HIM because HIS strength will bring you through. There is so much love all around you. I am sending many prayers and love to you today.
    Dear Lord, please be with Christine in her hour of need and hold her.
    Debbie Charpentier, Bakersfield, CA

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  3. My Dear Christine,
    I feel so much sadness and I know how you feel and miss Laurence. I also woke up several times last night, and in one moment I heard Laurence's laughter. It was a peaceful moment and I knew he was in a place of joy and peace. Remember that his love is with you always, Love is beyond life.
    I pray that God blesses you with love and strength at this time, and the Angels embrace you with healing light and peace.
    Love you,
    Linda.

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  4. Dear Christine,
    Much love to you. I know that you are surrounded by family and friends and that God is giving you the strength and love during this time. Please know that my mother and I are praying for you and that she has been keeping you in her thoughts.
    Jeanne

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  5. Dear Christine,
    Dan and I have been thinking of you this whole way, since we shared that dinner time with you in May. We send you our love and prayers. I hope you find moments of peace in the craziness of the next days.
    - Susan Lee

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  6. Dear One,
    We are all at a loss with Laurence's passing. That smile. That beautiful smile was his radiance showing through. My heart is sad. Knowing he is now with our Lord gives us all peace.
    Loving you,
    judie

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  7. Dear Christine...
    I am stunned, deeply saddened, and
    I am so very grateful for the opportunity you gave me to visit. So very!
    I am speechless at your loss of his hands, his voice, his laughter. and ... I move into that knowing that Laurence's love surrounds you, fills every breath and reverberates with every movement you make.
    I cherish my memories of his voice and his laughter!
    Much love to you,
    Katharyn

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